From The Pages Of My Diary
May 10th, 2010
If he was never mine to begin with, why do I still feel like I lost him? Why do I feel like I’m missing out on something extraordinary? Why does the very thought of him bring tears to my eyes? Why can’t I let it go? I made the decision to let him go, but heart has other plans. Maybe one day this won’t be so hard. I’ll stop remembering when his birthday is. I’ll stop dreaming about his smile. I’ll stop wondering. I was so sure. To be honest, 90% of me still believes. A little bit of that hope disappears everyday. By the way, today is his birthday.
“DREAMING WITH A BROKEN HEART”